beating around the bush

so today, or actually tonight was one of the most awesome and apparent things i have seen/heard from God. I prayed for an answer to be givin withing the night. about 30 minutes later, i got the answer. Wait. it was amazing. i didnt beat around the bush, i asked for an answer to prayer to be made that same night, and it was. I was told by a good friend that it was the heart i put into the prayer. makes sense. patience is something im learning about every passing day. its hard, but it will be well worth it in the end. im preparing for the best and the worst, even though the worst will still be amazing.

about 473

when life hits me, its like a ton of bricks. i dont know what to do, im just standing there, with this heavy weight on my heart, not knowing what to say, or do. it brings me down, it makes me constantly think, and i dont feel comfortable with myself. tonight is one of those nights. about 473 bricks make up a ton. a lot to hit you all at one time.

going out

its amazing. frustrating. tiring me so much...the fact that something goes out on my car at least once a month. i was having a bad day, and decided to go and try to make someone elses night better, and my transmission went out on my car. fun. i have no idea where to go now...