twenty minutes

hmm. twenty minutes. it can be either long, short, full of excitement, or totally bland. it can make or break a lot of things. twenty minutes of raw video lost is like cutting off a limb right now. i need it that bad, but i dont have it. its gone. lost. ah. what would life be without constant frustration? always a hitch, always something that goes to hell. well i gotta pick up the pieces and continue. man, i could use a drink. doesnt matter...alcohol, non-alcohol, poison, bleach, water, blood...its all the same. if all could work fine just once, just once is all i wish...