a bit frustrated?

aaah. so frustrating. my life rite now exists between 500 feet of trees, dirt, bugs, and mountains. im a city person. lived there all my life. living here for 10 weeks is almost breaking me physically and emotionally. its now week 5. midpoint. not much behind, and so much ahead. i want it to end, but at the same time, wish i could be around these people forever. such the paradox...i wish...